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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    6:47 pm
    @@@@@"Oh God, I should never have said that She
    @@@@@"Oh God,
    I should never have said that She leaned out,
    threw up again, then collapsed back onto the seat,
    laughing and groaningHer bangs were sticking to
    her forehead in clumps"I just shellacked the
    side of your carPlease tell me you have a hose
    "Don't worry about thatJust sit still and take
    long, slow breaths
    She saluted feebly and closed her eyes
    The old woman in the big straw hat was nowhere in
    evidence, but the two halves of the iron gate were
    now standing wide open, as if she was expecting
    companyOr knew we'd need a place to turn around
    I didn't waste time considering that, just backed
    the Chevy into the archwayFor a moment I saw a
    courtyard paved with cool blue tiles, a tennis
    court, and an enormous set of double doors with
    iron rings set into themThen I turned for home
    We were there five minutes laterMy vision was as
    clear as it had been when I woke up that morning,
    if not clearerExcept for the low itch up and
    down my right side, I felt fine
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    I also felt a strong desire to drawI didn't know
    what, but I would know, when I was sitting in
    Little Pink with one of my pads propped on my
    easel
    "Let me clean off the side of your car," Ilse said
    "You're going to lie downYou look beat half to
    death
    She offered a wan smile"That's just the better
    halfRemember how Mom used to say that?"
    I nodded I
    pointed to where the hose was coiled on the north
    side of Big Pink
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    6:54 pm
    @@@@@There's always a bunch of your kind in a
    @@@@@There's always a bunch of your kind in a hospitalTwenty-four hours a
    dayWe won't do Jamie any good if we get caught
    “Sure,” Kyle said in a hard voice“The centipedes will be only too happy to heal his body when
    they find us hereAnd make him one of themIs that what you're after?”
    I turned to glare at the big, sneering manMy body tensed and leaned forwardIan put his hand
    on my shoulder as if he were holding me backI didn't think I would have made any aggressive
    move toward Kyle, but maybe I was wrongI was so far from my normal self
    When I spoke, my voice was dead even, no inflection“There has to be a way“Maybe someplace smallThe gun would make too much noise, but if there
    were enough of us to overwhelm them, we could use knives My arms came unfolded, my hands falling open in shockThat's not what I meant
    Not killing –”
    No one even listened to meJeb was arguing with Jared
    “There's no way, kidSomebody'd get a call off to the SeekersEven if we were in and out,
    something like that would bring 'em down on us in forceWe'd be hard-pressed to make it out at
    allCan't you –”
    They still weren't listening to me
    “I don't want the boy to die, either, but we can't risk everyone's lives for one person,” Kyle s
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    6:55 pm
    @@@@@He grits a cigarette butt into powder with
    @@@@@He grits a cigarette butt into powder with his foot
    All right, we're in a war, men, the speaker says, we gotta fight for the country, but we don't want to be forgettin' our private enemiesHe pounds the speaker's table over which a flag with a cross is spreadThere's the foreign element we got to get rid of, that are conspiring to take over the countryThere are cheers from the hundred men seated in camp chairsWe gotta stick together, or we'll be havin' our women raped, and the Red Hammer of Red Jew Fascist Russia WILL BE SMASHING YOUR DOOR DOWN
    That's tellin' him, the man next to Gallagher saysGallagher feels a pleasurable fury forming in him
    Who takes away your jobs, who tries to sneak up on your wives and your daughters and even your mothers 'cause they wouldn't stop at nothing, who's out to get YOU and YOU 'cause you ain't a Red and a Jew, and you don' wanta bow down before a filthy goddam no-good Communist who don't respect the Lord's name, and would stop at nothing
    Let's kill them! Gallagher shrieksHe is shaking with excitement
    That's it, men, we're gonna clean up on 'em, after the war we're really gonna have an organization, I got telegrams here from our com-pat-riots, patriots as well as friends, and they're all stickin' with us
    You're all in on the ground floor, men, and those of ya that are goin' into the Army gotta learn to use your weapons so that afterwardYou get the idea, menWe ain't licked, we're gettin' bigger all the time
    When the meeting is over, Gallagher drifts into a barThe dry throat, the painful tension in his chestAs he drinks, his rage diffuses and he grows sullen and bitter
    They're always cheatin' ya at the last minute, he says to the man beside himThey had come out of the meeting together
    That's all it is, it's a goddam mother-fuggin plot, and they ain't gonna break me, I'm gonna get out on top
    On the way home he slips in a puddle, and wets his pant leg up to his hipFug you, he roars at the pavementPlot, always fuggin a guy, well, you ain't gonna get me
    He lurches into his flat, and pitches off his overco
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    6:56 pm
    @@@@@They were pretty as pictures, and I was
    @@@@@They were pretty as pictures, and I was proud as a peacock,
    because most of my planting came out mighty sorryWe ate them
    boiled
    and stewed and in fricassee to help the taste of the squirrels and
    raccoonsBut they didn't have any bite to them at allLater, when I
    dug up the row to plant something else, I came across one I'd missed
    That one was what an onion's supposed to beThe fact is, they need
    time to flavor upI'll show you what a good onion should be like
    Scarlett sorted with expert eyes, hands, and nose through the baskets
    on the table"These are the ones you want," she said at lastHer
    chin was belligerentYou can figure me for a country bumpkin if you
    want to, she was thinking, but I'm not ashamed that I got my hands
    dirty when I had toYou high-toned Charlestonians think you're the
    be-all and end-all, but you're not"Thank you," said SallyHer eyes
    were thoughtfulI did you an injustice, ScarlettI
    didn't think anyone as pretty as you could have any senseWhat else
    did you plant? I wouldn't mind learning about celery Scarlett
    studied Sally's faceShe saw the honest interest and responded to
    it
    "Celery was too fancy for meI had a dozen mouths to feedI know
    about all there is to know about yams, though, and carrots and white
    potatoes and turnips She didn't care if she was
    bragging or notShe'd bet anything that no lady in Charleston had
    ever sweated in the sun picking cotton! "You must have worked
    yourself
    to a shadow
    Respect was written clear in Sally Brewton's eye
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    6:47 pm
    @@@@@“Yes or no, blackbird?” SilenceFinally the
    @@@@@“Yes or no, blackbird?”
    SilenceFinally the Jackal spoke“Call me back in two hours,” he ordered, hanging up the
    phone
    It was done! Jason leaned against the pay phone, the sweat pouring down his face and breaking
    out on his neckHe had to get back to Bernardine!
    “It was Carlos!” he announced, closing the door and crossing directly to the bedside phone while
    taking Santos’s card out of his pocketHe dialed; in seconds, he spoke“The bird’s confirmed,” he
    said“Give me a name, any nameThe merchandise will be left
    with the conciergeIt’ll be locked and taped; count it and send my passports back to meHave your
    best boy pick everything up and call off the dogsThey could lead a blackbird to you Jason hung
    up and turned to Bernardine
    “The telephone number is in the fifteenth arrondissement,” said the Deuxième veteran“Our
    man knew that, or at least assumed it when I gave it to him
    “What’s he going to do?”
    “Go back into the tunnels and refine things further
    “Will he call us here?”
    “Fortunately, he drives a motorbikeHe said he would be back at work in ten minutes or so and
    reach us by this room number within the hour
    “Perfect!”
    “Not entirelyHe wants five thousand francs
    “He could have asked ten times thatWhat’s ‘within the hour’? How long before he calls?”
    “You were gone perhaps thirty, thirty-five minutes, and he reached me shortly after you leftI’d
    say within the next half hourTwenty seconds later they had an address on the boulevard Lefebvre
    “I’m leaving,” said Jason Bourne, taking Bernardine’s automatic off the desk and putting two
    grenades in his poc
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    6:47 pm
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    my mouth had summoned some in my eyesI looked up
    and said, "Pardon meWireman
    looked concerned, but Elizabeth Eastlake was
    smiling at me with an expression of perfect
    understanding
    "That's all right, ladies gucci watches Edgar," she said"Poetry
    sometimes does that to me, as wellHonest feeling
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    "Nor simulate a throe," I addedMy voice seemed
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    "Seems to," Wireman agreedHe was watching me
    closely
    "Will you finish, Edward?"
    "Yes, ma'am
    "I wouldn't want to be faster
    or greener than now if you were with me O you
    were the best of all my days"What were the best of all your days,
    Edgar?"
    "Maybe these," I said"Then I'll chanel handbags sale hope, tooOne is always
    allowed to hopeAnd Edgar?"
    "Yes, ma'am?"
    "Let me be Elizabeth to youI can't stand being a
    ma'am at this end of my lifeDo we understand
    each other?"
    I nodded"I think we do, Elizabeth
    She smiled, and the tears that had been in her own
    eyes fellThe Cartier watch tank cheeks they landed on were old and
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    Ten minutes later, Wireman and I were standing at
    the end of the Palacio boardwalk againHe had
    left the lady of the house with a slice of key
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    6:53 pm
    @@@@@ I knew Jared wasn't; his hand was tracing
    @@@@@
    I knew Jared wasn't; his hand was tracing random patterns on the side of my faceGlowing,
    burning patterns
    “You don't need to ask,” I saidIt really wasn't… frighteningThe
    other souls are very kindI'm not afraid of themIt was almost too easy
    “Easy? Cutting your –”
    I interrupted Ian quickly“That was an emergencyI won't have to do that again I paused for
    a second“If she goes, I'm going, too,” he said in a bleak tone“Someonehas to protect her
    from herself
    “And I'll be there to protect the rest of us fromher, ” Kyle said with a chuckleThen he grunted
    and said, “Ow
    I was too tired to lift my head to see who had hit Kyle now
    “And I'll be there to bring you all back alive,” Jared murmured
    CHAPTER 47
    Employed
    This is too easyIt's not really even fun anymore,” Kyle complained
    “You wanted to come,” Ian reminded him
    He and Ian were in the windowless back of the van, sorting through the nonperishable
    groceries and toiletries I'd just collected from the storeIt was the middle of the day, and the sun
    was shining on WichitaIt was not as hot as the Arizona desert, but it was more humidThe air
    swarmed with tiny flying bugs
    Jared drove toward the highway out of town, carefully keeping below the speed limit
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    6:58 pm
    @@@@@Hearn, I welcomed you as a member, I must
    @@@@@Hearn, I welcomed you as a member, I must admit, I've searched myself and I understand it's a remnant of bourgeois aspirations, you come from a class which I envy still to the extent that I'm not wholly educated, but I'm going to have to ask you to leave, because you're not at the stage in your development where we can teach you anything
    I'm a bourgeois intellectual, huh, Al
    There's great truth in that, RobertYou've reacted against the lies of the system, but it's a nebulous rebellionYou want perfection, you're a bourgeois idealist, and therefore you're undependable
    Isn't this distrust of the bourgeois intellectual a little old-hat?
    No, RobertIt's founded on Marx's perception, and the experience of the past century proves his wisdomIf a man moves to the party because of spiritual or intellectual reasons, he's bound to move away again once the particular psychological climate that moved him there in the first place is changedIt's the man who comes to the party because economic inequities humiliate him every day of his life who makes a good CommunistYou're independent of economic considerations, and so you're without fear, without the proper understanding
    I guess I will get out, AlWe're friends then, thoughThey shake rather self-consciously and leave each otherI've searched myself and I understand it's a remnant of bourgeois aspirationsWhat a meatball, Hearn thinksHe is amused, a little contemptuousAs he passes a store front, he stares at himself for a moment, regarding his dark hair and hooked blunted noseI look more like a Jew-boy than a midwestern scionNow if I'd had blond hair, Al really would have searched himself
    But there are other elementsPerhaps, or was it something else, something less definable?

    His senior year he branches out, plays house football with a surprising and furious satisfactionOne play he never quite forgetsA ball carrier on the opposing team breaks through a hole in the line, is checked momentarily, and is standing there stock upright, helpless, when Hearn tackles himHe has charged with all his strength and the player is taken off the field with a wrenched knee while Hearn patters after him
    You all right, Ronnie?
    Yeah,
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    6:58 pm
    @@@@@Rhett called out crisp orders"Pass those
    @@@@@Rhett called out crisp
    orders"Pass those bundles over and tie them down on the bow
    Scarlett poked her head up from the hatch to see what was going on
    Gracious peace, what was all this? Dozens of black men were leaning
    on
    picks and shovels and watching as a series of bulky sacks were thrown
    to a crewman on the sloopWhere on earth could they be? This place
    looked like the back side of the moonThere was a huge clearing in
    the woods with a big pit dug in it and gigantic piles of what looked
    like pale chunks of rock on one side
    Chalky dust filled the air and, soon, her nostrils, and she sneezed
    Pansy's echoing sneeze from the rear deck caught her attentionNo
    fair, she thoughtPansy had a good view of everything"I'm coming
    up," Scarlett shouted"Cast olf," Rhett said at the same timeThe
    sloop moved quickly, caught by the fast river current, sending Scarlett
    tumbling down from the short ladder-stair into a graceless sprawl in
    the cabin"Damn you, Rhett Butler, I could have broken my neckI'll be down shortly Scarlett heard the
    creaking of ropes, and the sloop picked up speedShe scrambled to
    one
    of the benches and pulled herself upAlmost immediately Rhett
    stepped
    easily down the ladder, his head bent to clear the hatchHe
    straightened up, and his head grazed the polished wood above it
    Scarlett glared at him
    'You did that on purpose," she grumbled"Did what?" He opened one
    of
    the small portholes and closed the hatch"Good," he said then,
    "we've
    got a following wind and a strong currentWe'll be in the city in
    record time He dropped onto the bench opposite Scarlett and
    lounged
    back, sleek and sinuous as a
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    6:47 pm
    @@@@@ “I don’t understand “The monseigneur has
    @@@@@
    “I don’t understand
    “The monseigneur has eyes everywhere, I’m sure that’s no surprise to youSantos, the total
    recluse, was observed sending several heavy boxes out with his main food supplier, and yester day
    morning he did not clip and water his precious garden, a summer ritual as predictable as the sunA
    man was sent to the supplier’s warehouse and opened the boxes—”
    “Books,” broke in Jason quietly
    “Placed in storage until further instructions,” completed Dominique Lavier“Santos’s departure
    was to be swift and secret
    “And Carlos knew there was no one in Moscow giving out a telephone number
    “I beg your pardon?”
    “NothingWhat kind of man was Santos?”
    “I never knew him, never even saw himI’ve only heard the downstairs rumors, which weren’t
    many
    “I haven’t time for manyWhat were they?”
    “Apparently he was a very large man—”
    “I know that,” interrupted Jason impatiently“And from the books we both know that he was
    well read, probably well educated, if his speech was indicativeWhere did he come from and why
    did he work for the Jackal?”
    “They say he was Cuban and fought in Fidel’s revolution, that he was a deep thinker, as well as
    a law student with Castro, and once a great athleteThen, of course, as in all revolutions, the
    internal strife sours the victories—at least that’s what my old friends from the May Day barricades
    tell me
    “Translation, please?”
    “Fidel was jealous of the leaders of certain cadres, especially Che Guevara and the man you
    knew as SantosWhere Castro was larger than life, those two were larger than he was, and Fidel
    could not tolerate the competitionChe was sent on a mission that ended his life, and trumped up
    counterrevolutionary charges were brought against SantosHe was within an hour of being
    executed when Carlos and his men broke into the prison and spirited him away
    “Spirited? Dressed as priests, no doubt
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    280
    “I have no doubtsThe Church with all its medieval lunacies once held sway over Cuba
    “I’m a woman, the Pontiff is not; he’s merely medievalSo Santos joined forces with Carlos, two disillusioned Marxists in search
    of their personal cause—or maybe their own personal Hollywood
    “That’s beyond me, monsieur, but if I vaguely understand you, the fantasy belongs to the
    brilliant Carlos; the bitter disillusion was Santos’s
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    6:48 pm
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    Tara-style mansion stood a Sweet Owen cookie-tin
    Wireman had explained the routine I should follow
    if Elizabeth called for it
    The lady herself was in her wheelchair, slumped a
    bit sideways, vacantly overseeing the disheveltry
    on her play-table, which was usually so neatly
    keptShe was wearing a blue knock off louis vuitton dress that almost
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    had dressed her that morning, she or Wireman
    She spoke rationally at first, calling me by my
    correct name and enquiring after my healthShe
    said goodbye to gucci hobo horsebit Wireman when he left for the
    Baumgartens' and asked him to please wear a hat
    and take an umbrellaBut when
    I brought her her snack from the kitchen fifteen
    minutes later, there had been a changeShe was
    looking into the corner and I heard her murmur,
    "Go back, go back, Tessie, you don't belong here
    And make the big boy go awayI used my thinkingsideways
    technique, looking for chloe paddington associations, and
    found one: a newspaper headline reading THEY ARE
    GONETessie had been one of Elizabeth's twin
    sistersWireman had told me thatI heard him
    saying The presumption is they drowned, and a
    chill like a knife slipped into my side
    "Bring me that," she said, pointing to the cookietin,
    and I didFrom her pocket she drew a
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    the tin, gave me a look that combined slyness and
    confusion in a way that was hard to look at, then
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    bonkShe fumbled the lid back on, pushing my hand
    away when I tried to helpThen she handed it to
    me
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    7:00 pm
    @@@@@But they had very different points of view
    @@@@@But they had very different points of view about the subject of money
    For example, one dad would say, "The love of money is the root of all evil The other, "The lack of money is the root of all evil
    As a young boy, having two strong fathers both influencing me was difficultI wanted to be a good son and listen, but the two fathers did not say the same thingsThe contrast in their points of view, particularly where money was concerned, was so extreme that I grew curious and intriguedI began to start thinking for long periods of time about what each was saying
    Much of my private time was spent reflecting, asking myself questions such as, "Why does he say that?" and then asking the same question of the other dad's statementIt would have been much easier to simply say, "Yeah, he's right Or to simply reject the point of view by saying, "The old man doesn't know what he's talking about Instead, having two dads whom I loved forced me to think and ultimately choose a way of thinking for myselfAs a process, choosing for myself turned out to be much more valuable in the long run, rather than simply accepting or rejecting a single point of view
    One of the reasons the rich get richer, the poor get poorer, and the middle class struggles in debt is because the subject of money is taught at home, not in schoolMost of us learn about money from our parentsSo what can a poor parent tell their child about money? They simply say "Stay in school and study hard The child may graduate with excellent grades but with a poor person's financial programming and mind-setIt was learned while the child was young
    Money is not taught in schoolsSchools focus on scholastic and professional skills, but not on financial skillsThis explains how smart bankers, doctors and accountants who earned excellent grades in school may still struggle financially all of their livesOur staggering national debt is due in large part to highly educated politicians and government officials making financial decisions with little or no training on the subject of money
    I often look ahead to the new millennium and wonder what will happen when we have millions of people who will need financial and medical assistanceThey will be dependent on their families or the government for financial supportWhat will happen when Medicare and Social Security run out of money? How will a nation survive if teaching children about money continues to be left to parents-most of whom will be, or already are, poor?
    Because I had two influential fathers, I learned from both of themI had to think about each dad's advice, and in doing so, I gained valuable
    insight into the power and effect of one's thoughts on one's life
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:04 pm
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